Scarlett513 Posted June 1, 2010 Posted June 1, 2010 I started dating this guy back in the fall. We kept breaking up and getting back together but always with the intention of working things out, so we never did NC or anything. A little over a month ago, just after making things official again, he basically pushed me so hard that I felt I had no choice to break up with him. I immediately went NC, I was crushed, and have been trying to get over it since. He didn't attempt to get back in contact with me either. JUST when I stopped wondering what he was doing all the time, where he was, and who he was with, he pops back up again. Basically he's telling me he wants me back in his life, in whatever way I'll allow. I'm so torn. I know he's bad for me, or at least I'm 85% sure we're incompatible, but it's like I WANT him to convince me it could all be okay. This is not normal. I should know better. We met up briefly last week and now we're supposed to get together and talk about our issues and see if they are insurmountable. MY idea. Like a moron. He wants back in my life and I actually give him the opportunity to talk. I broke it off with him, and I've spent the past month reassuring myself that it was the right thing to do and why I'm better off without him, so WHY now when he comes around, am I so tempted? Anybody else experience this? And how is it that he somehow just KNOWS that I'm about to be happy again and has to come and ruin it?! Reh. If you actually read this thanks for reading my rant, lol.
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