sandiego Posted June 1, 2010 Posted June 1, 2010 Ok, so I'm posting here, rather than contacting my ex (which I feel the urge to do, as I'm feeling weak today). I've posted about this before...so forgive me. Just feeling the need to vent somewhere safe. 8 months ago my ex broke up with me. We got back together LDR for one month (February). So it's been 3 months since our last breakup. She came home to visit in May....I agreed to see her (she asked). It was fine, we kept it light. But of course, some feelings came back. I've had days where I've felt totally over it and free. Others, like today, I've been a crying mess....my desire to have her back is so strong. Not sure if it's lonliness or what. Still haven't successfully pulled off NC for more than 7 days. She want to be friends...but clearly that's been hard for me. We still get along ok, but anytime our relationship comes up, it's always me that wants more. I look forward to the day I'm fully over it and not interested in looking back. Wish I new when that will be. Thanks for listening. SD
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