UneekLadee Posted May 27, 2010 Posted May 27, 2010 I am pretty good at getting through my day. I do not think about him with angst during the day. Just the usual nagging "woulda, coulda, shoulda's." It is at night that I struggle. Mostly when I am alone. I have developed this nasty habit of waking up between 4 and 6 am with alot of anxiety and my first thoughts are about him. We were not even "together" but we had a very intense and brief romance. He dropped me like a dirty shirt when I confronted him about something. He was able to emote his issues and drama to me. But when I had an issue (his ex attacked on of my family members) he said he didn't need all this drama. I just want to forget him. I don't want to think about him anymore. I am sick of missing him. Any suggestions?
xxChemical Posted May 27, 2010 Posted May 27, 2010 The fact that he dropped you after you were upset about his EX attacking one of your family members might mean he still has feelings for her,and got upset when you talked about it. Id say just move on with your life,instead of dwelling about him,do something good for yourself that will make your life better.Have fun and just don't think about romance for now,it will come again,just don't go looking for it,the best love and romance is when it finds you:)
Author UneekLadee Posted May 27, 2010 Author Posted May 27, 2010 Thanks for your kind words. I agree there was something going on there still and I think I was just a pawn in his game to make her jealous. I talked to him first because I did not want to make things worst for him by confronting her. It just hurts. I am so triggered and stuff from my last relationship has resurfaced. Ugh...I need some sunshine...no boys for awhile...and a beer.
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