mistakesweremade Posted May 23, 2010 Posted May 23, 2010 (edited) My story doesn't differ than many others who seek the advice on internet forums to help them figure out what the hell happened or is happening. Quick synopsis: Met girl. Fell in love for 5 years. Had heart torn from chest about a year ago. Continued to talk for months after breakup, to no avail. Finally severed all ties about 4 months ago. After a sobbing 3am phone call on valentines day, followed by an apology email saying how unfair of an act it was. No I'm pretty confident it wasn't an act of reconciliation, she just felt bad. Now here I am with a new life. Live in a new city. Some new friends. Been dating around. Great new job opportunities. Which brings me here.... I'm supposed to be composing a writing sample to send with my resume, and the only thing I can think of writing is an email to my ex. UGH... I don't even know why, though. I guess thats the problem. Do I want her back? Probably not, I wouldn't respect myself. Do I want her as a friend? I don't think it's possible. Do I just want to make her feel bad by voicing how I felt after the break-up? Maybe... but I realize that is not good for anybody. Everyone deserves their happiness, who am I to mess with that. Jesus... maybe I'll just use this as my writing sample. Ha Anyway, thanks for reading. Hopefully this gets it out of my system, probably not though. Sorry if its incoherent, I just typed as I thought it. Stay healthy MWM Edited May 23, 2010 by mistakesweremade
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