OOReeee Posted May 20, 2010 Posted May 20, 2010 Well, after not talking to her for about 3 months (since the break up), it was her 21er. I went to the campus bar with friends and she came afterward with hers. I told her happy birthday and carried on being with my friends. A few minutes later she dragged me to her side telling me how much she missed me and how much it means to her that I am there. It's been hell since we broke up, I think about her a lot and though I know that she was and is terrible for me I can't help it. She has a bf right now (they started dating right after (or even before) she broke up with me and I know she's been talking **** about him a lot. Although I tried to stay away, she kept getting closer, touching me, dancing with me and telling me how wonderful I am and how much she misses me. It was hard, I had to contain myself because I was also drunk. When she started dancing with me I didn't pull her away but I was also really cold, especially when she talked to me, I just didn't want to drag in to doing something stupid so I kept my cool. I'm not really looking for an advice because I know that even thinking about what could have happened if I was more responsive is stupid, but at the same time, I had to share this experience. As much as it was fun to be on the controlling side and realizing that she does think about me a lot and misses me, it was just a rough, rough night. If you guys have a few words to share I'd appreciate it. Thanks!!!
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