wingman2 Posted May 17, 2010 Posted May 17, 2010 I'm honestly getting sort of sick of this. Alright for those of you who don't know much about my story you can read some older threads of mine I've posted on this site that go over in vivid detail about my breakup situation. But to speed things up I'll just say me and my ex have been broken up for 2 months and a week now. Her reason's are still as of now not exactly known, although she did give several reasons as to why she felt she needed to break up with me, she came across really indecisive and never really layed down a solid purpose for wanting to break up. All I know is that she just didn't feel ready to settle down regardless of the fact we've been together for 3 years and a half and she brought up the topic about marriage all the time. She felt that she needed to be single to figure herself out, well to focus on herself. She wasn't exactly sure as to what she wanted to be out of college, she never really decided on a career path, well her career goals were always changing but she felt she needed to focus on that before having marriage in mind. Well turns out she ended up wanting to do exactly what I thought she was going to do anyways so whatever. Another reason (which I believe may be the main reason she broke up with me) is she believed I was too dependent on her and while yes I was to some extent, there was also a huge misconception which she never allowed me to explain because she took every word out of my mouth as a desperate attempt to try and convince her to stay. She completely shut me out after breaking up with me and acted as if I had done something awful and never wanted a part of me again. All together though I believe she was and currently remains still very confused. I even asked if she'd rather just take a break and get back together later with which she responded that no because anything can happen but then later admits that she just doesn't want to ever be with me again. It was really painful considering I've been such a wonderful boyfriend to her and she knows it, and before anyone says she just didn't love me anymore, I'm pretty sure she did. She cried when she broke up with me, even admitted that she loved me and was going through a painful time during the breakup herself. I found out she would cry for me everyday. Well aside from all that 2 weeks after the break up we have our last conversation to just kind of end things although she was confusing and that's when I respected and acknowledged the break up and went in NC. We stayed in NC for 3 and a half weeks when she wrote me saying that some things have been bugging her so much and she's been wondering if I've been thinking of her as much as she has been thinking of me. We exchanged txt messages throughout that week, me always responding the next day or several hours later and then put her off for a week until actually talking. She even admitted she missed me incredibly and was confused on whther or not to remain in contact. After our first meet together she lost all interest in me so over a week later
Author wingman2 Posted May 17, 2010 Author Posted May 17, 2010 Ignore this thread, I accidently entered it without finishing, will be posting a new thread so reply to that one.
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