Arasae Posted May 9, 2010 Posted May 9, 2010 First and foremost, I.. am such an idiot. I thought things were progressing well, going well, that he was just as excited about me as I was him: I couldn't have been more wrong! We went out again yesterday, threw around a frisbee, watched a movie, had an awesome time, laughed, all that fun stuff. I had a blast. After the movie concluded, he looked at me and said, "We need to have a talk." Me, having NO CLUE that he was anything other than happy, started to get excited that maybe he was going to ask me to become official with him. HAHAHA. Wrong again. He broke it off. Why? We had sex for the first time two days ago; apparently he didn't feel like we had "a connection" during the act--although it's pretty hard to have a connection when it only lasts two minutes. Regardless. Apparently, when I was honest with him about feeling insecure, that REALLY freaked him out; instead of telling me the truth, that he wasn't comfortable with that and that's not something he could handle, he led me to believe that he was willing to work on that with me and work through these issues. He said, "Well yeah, you have more than a week, it's fine." If he'd just told me the truth then, I would have walked away and been fine. This is SO much worse; I was really falling for him, feeling like I could trust him. TWO weeks is so much longer; what gets my goat is that, because I felt like he accepted me the way I was when I revealed one of my flaws to him, I hadn't been having ANY more problems with insecurity. So, essentially, he stayed with me long enough to sleep with me and then dumped me the next day. He's a winner, and I'm way better off without him! It still sucks, though, I was excited about him. ;-;
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