o&os2l Posted April 28, 2010 Posted April 28, 2010 Writing seems to get stress off me a little..so I guess I'm on here. My boyfriend never seems to want to hang out with me. & I'm always asking him if he will and he's just like I guess so. & he's way toooo busy all the time. And when he has free time he never wants to spend it with me. There's not one time in our relationship that he's asked me to hang out with him. So it just kind of sucks, and he's leaving in a month for the Air Force, and that's when our long distance relationship is going to start! & I have no idea how we're going to work if he doesn't step it up in our relationship now. This pisses me off and I just want to scream and cry. Literally these past few days I've just wanted to break down and cry...of course I can't because I'm in class all day and I don't want to draw attention. But I can't hold it in..I was on the verge of breaking down, but I need to be strong. I can't show this. I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to break it off, but I want to be together because I'm in love with him, but why does it really have to be this way? It sucks, I feel excluded around him..and everytime I try to tell him that he gets mad at me for thinking that I don't like the way he is....maybe I don't...I don't know. I just want to cry, I don't know what to do anymore! I spent about an hour in solitude praying to have this work out, and for me to have patience with him..but my patience is running out!
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