Cantcope Posted April 24, 2010 Posted April 24, 2010 Was on day 4 of NC. Went out for pizza last night with some mutual friends from work. He was there. We didn't speak. I got ill seeing him, couldn't eat and took off like a bat out of hell. He texted me 5 minutes later "why did you tell people I got You pregnant". I replied "what? No One knows about us, save that sh*t". Then he said "nevermind, I was wrong. Sorry". I'm ill! I'm right back to square One. I'm overmedicating myself and I've already sent him 5 texts. Why can't I stop this addiction?
EthanH Posted April 24, 2010 Posted April 24, 2010 You relapsed into allowing yourself to be hurt by him again. Something similar happened the day before for me. I was in a great mood, was out with my friends, it was weird, i seemed to be high on ignorance, i was laughing etc etc, and then I walked past her in the street and it sent me back to square one. It's horrible, it's amazing how much something so small can change your mood so dramatically. The thing is, I know i'm faking my happiness, 99% of the time... the simple fact is, this isn't an addiction, it is your choice. Just decide not to text him again, it is simple as that. I know it is difficult, but staying in contact with him is not going to bring you any happiness. You have just have to accept that.
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