ussy Posted April 21, 2010 Posted April 21, 2010 This thing happened today, and for some reason its really got to me and made me feel real real bad. My cousin was out and he saw my ex's sisters bf and they just had a talk. Now i dont want to sound childish but that dude is a complete a**hole. He is from a family of thugs and drug dealers and he isn't much different from the family! When i was with my ex i asked her to not talk to him because i just didn't like guys like him, she agreed at the time but im sure anyway that she did used to (not saying anything wrong in that lol) Anyway..... my cousin had asked him "how are you with ... (my ex)" and his reply was "Me and her are like this (He crossed his fingers)" And that just really feels like a sucker punch I know i have nothing to do with her and that she can do whatever she wants and i accept that. It just hurts that she can be so close to a d**k like him Ive made so much progress though thanks to NC. I do still love her and i do miss her but i dont really feel any urge to contact her anymore. Ive begun to accept thats its over for good, but what really has made me feel better is that i know i deserved better! I just still cant believe Im feeling a bit upset over this s**t!!!!
Author ussy Posted April 22, 2010 Author Posted April 22, 2010 Had such a miserable day today, was just thinking about her every second of the day.... Not Good!!!! I cant get that image of that d**k crossing his fingers and saying them words.... Hurt me so bad Feels so good to just put my thoughts out here, makes me feel a bit better : )
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