TLH Posted April 18, 2010 Posted April 18, 2010 Sometimes I wish that I would have never gotten into this relationship in the first place. I feel like it was 6 years for nothing but this pain. Sorry for the negativity, but I'm just having one of those days. On the brighter side, today is day 6 NC and I've resisted all urges of contact and i've resisted the urge to reactivate my facebook. I'm proud of myself for being so strong.
skydiveaddict Posted April 18, 2010 Posted April 18, 2010 I am having one of those days too.. But dont look at the past , only look forward. There must be something in the air tonight 'cause a lot of my friends on here feel bad too. Are you still going to skydive?
Author TLH Posted April 18, 2010 Author Posted April 18, 2010 I am absolutely going skydiving. I have to prove to myself that I can face my fears alone, because I will have a lot of them to face in the next few months. A 6 year relationship just ended sending me into a whirlwind. I will be graduating college in 3 weeks. And I am moving to Portland in 3 months. And I am scared ****less. So skydiving to me is not only a distraction, but also the first step in facing my fears alone. Oh and I've been craving a major adrenaline rush! So I am STOKED!!! I think that once I actually do it, it will be a great boost to my confidence and give me some strength to keep on truckin and trust that everything is working out exactly the way its supposed to :-)
cmichael16 Posted April 18, 2010 Posted April 18, 2010 i went a little simpler in facing my fears and got my first tattoo (im 27) but I have been skydiving (sortof) so... I did love the jump tho.
skydiveaddict Posted April 18, 2010 Posted April 18, 2010 I am absolutely going skydiving. I have to prove to myself that I can face my fears alone, because I will have a lot of them to face in the next few months. A 6 year relationship just ended sending me into a whirlwind. I will be graduating college in 3 weeks. And I am moving to Portland in 3 months. And I am scared ****less. So skydiving to me is not only a distraction, but also the first step in facing my fears alone. Oh and I've been craving a major adrenaline rush! So I am STOKED!!! I think that once I actually do it, it will be a great boost to my confidence and give me some strength to keep on truckin and trust that everything is working out exactly the way its supposed to :-) Make sure you post about your jump ok? I want to know how it went.
Author TLH Posted April 18, 2010 Author Posted April 18, 2010 Hey CMichael- I've been thinking about a tattoo for a while now, but I just can't commit to what I want to get a tattoo of. But just the idea of it, and the fact that it would take my mind off my ex for an hour or two, is very tempting.
Author TLH Posted April 18, 2010 Author Posted April 18, 2010 Yea I will definitely post about the jump! It's a week from tomorrow!
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