skydiveaddict Posted April 19, 2010 Posted April 19, 2010 This is getting to be too much. Today has been especially depressing for me...I don't know why. I've been thinking about her even more then usual today. I just feel like crying my eyes out 24/7. I want this to end. I can't take much more of this. -Hang tough my friend you WILL get through it
skydiveaddict Posted April 20, 2010 Posted April 20, 2010 You don't know that yes I do................
KewlBum Posted April 20, 2010 Posted April 20, 2010 How? Maybe I will, but I don't want to be in this pain for years. I want it to be over quickly so I can live my life without being sad all the time. My fear is that I won't get through it for a very long time..
skydiveaddict Posted April 20, 2010 Posted April 20, 2010 How? Cause not to long ago I was right where you are now. a lot of other people on here have been there too. Take one day at a time. it will get better.
Author monkeymaid Posted April 20, 2010 Author Posted April 20, 2010 bum. you are feeling hurt, but go reread some of the posts you made at the beginning! you are miles from that point! have you read some books yet? been working out? picked up your hobbies?? are you keeping busy? the long and short of it is you have to let yourself feel everything that comes. only then will you heal. ...you have to. dont fight the feelings, let them take you. when they have past, you will feel relieved and have an understated vigor and a weird desire to do something. addict said it and i will repeat. ...you WILL get through this. and you feel sad becasue you arent really letting yourself just BE sad. it sounds like you are fighting the emotion. its your bodies way of telling you that it has to grieve and be with the emotion. when you accept it, your body will learn all by its lonesome how to flow with it.
KewlBum Posted April 20, 2010 Posted April 20, 2010 I do let myself feel everything that comes. They pass, sure. But then they come right back the next day. Right now I'm feeling sad because I can't stop thinking about all the times me and her would go to this specific restaurant. The menu is in the lobby and everytime we stood there deciding what to order, we would always be holding hands. She usually decided what to get before I did, so while I was still deciding, she would wrap her arms around me and kiss me several times on the lips and cheeks. That always made me feel like the king of the world. I miss that so much... I can't stop crying...
Author monkeymaid Posted April 26, 2010 Author Posted April 26, 2010 2 days till my bday. ...i miss her again today! i miss her kisses. i want my old girlfriend! not the thing that cheated. ... ahh shiiite im lonely right now
Sassafras Posted April 26, 2010 Posted April 26, 2010 I feel your pain, guys. Today marks 6 weeks since he left for reasons that are still (and probably will always be) unknown to me. I just feel so empty inside. Nothing makes me happy. I can't get him out of my head no matter how hard I try. I wish I could focus on the bad times to help me through this, but there weren't any! Not one fight or cross word. Just laughter. Wish I could make sense of this. Just want him back so badly. Breathes..
TLH Posted April 26, 2010 Posted April 26, 2010 MonkeyMaid! Is your birthday on the 28th? Cause if it is then we most definitely share the same birthday :-)
Author monkeymaid Posted April 26, 2010 Author Posted April 26, 2010 haha. ..its the 27th. im a taurus through and through! what are your plans tlh?? how old you gonna be?
TLH Posted April 26, 2010 Posted April 26, 2010 Well hey there fellow Taurus :-) I'm actually the description of a Taurus to a T- everything from personality, to habits, to the way I think. And I dated a Libra for 6 years...which according to astrology is a match made in hell! And to answer your question, I'm still a youngin' turning 22 on Wednesday. I'm just gonna go out with my roommate to a nice dinner and maybe hit up a bar. Just a girls night :-) And I'm really looking forward to it. How about you? Any special plans?
heartmonster Posted April 26, 2010 Posted April 26, 2010 this post made me feel soo sad:( im in the middle of a breakup from my 3 year live in boyfriend./, im so scared.
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