feelingfine Posted April 11, 2010 Posted April 11, 2010 So almost a year into separation and it still feels so unnatural and maddening and sad when my stbx comes to pick up the kids for a while. Watching them drive off is aweful. It was supposed to be all five of us wasn't it? I guess it was a dream. Supposed to be a family going out on a Sunday for a nice afternoon. When will it not matter anymore? Like the song goes..."still alive but I'm barely breathing, just prayed to a god I don't believe in. While Im wide awake he's still sleeping...cause when a heart breaks it don't break even."
plowman Posted April 12, 2010 Posted April 12, 2010 I couldve written this post word for word... but Im only 6 mos. out
JLoves Posted April 13, 2010 Posted April 13, 2010 I get the same thing all the time, especially after I've had the kids for two weeks and it's her weekend to have them. The loneliness comes back in a big rush. I miss being a family and I wish I could have that back.
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