Vampire Posted April 9, 2010 Posted April 9, 2010 Hey folks. It's been a while since I posted, but I guess this if befitting a 100th post. Firstly, my back story for those who have some time to kill. Since the above, I have moved along in leaps and bounds with college. I'm amanged to maintain a 100% Distinction for every assignment, exam or presentation and I'm now in my final semester at college. Today I had another entrance exam for a University - I passed another Uni's exam and have been offered a place on a 3 year BA(Hons) degree. I never thought I'd make it this far. Today also marks 163 days NC. The last form of contact was October 28th via text. Well today, she texted me out of the blue. It was regarding a subscription that she had taken out for me a few years ago that I was still paying monthly into her account. No late payments, no problems, no charges - nothing at all to worry about. She text to ask me how many more payments were due. I text her back and kept it very professional and said I'd cancel the order first thing monday morning and gave her the confirmation numbers. She text me back saying it wasn't a problem if I wanted to carry on with the order, she was just curious. I text back and said it really wasn't a problem and that I would cancel the order or transfer it to my own account. I kept it short, simple, direct and to the point. I resisted asking how she was, even though in her first text she said she hoped I was ok. I feel two things; 1) pride in myself that I didn't break down and text her all kinds of emotional stuff. 2) a real sense of sadness because I am still so very much in love with her. I guess her motive for questioning was genuine and I'm not going to do the whole "What do you think she really meant" thing. I'll text her on monday once the order is cancelled just to confirm it. I'm sure the response will be a short "OK thanks." I just didn't consider how much it'd hurt to hear from her. - That's all she wrote!
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