Dodgers27 Posted April 8, 2010 Posted April 8, 2010 As it's getting closer I'm feeling worse and worse. Even if I don't want to be with her any more, I still would like to be friends with her, and that's not happening, so there's just nothing left to salvage. The worst day of my life was the day she broke up with me, but I have a feeling this coming Monday is going to be almost as bad. We should have been together on that day. Then 2 days later is her birthday. So many plans just lost and forgotten. The situation does not get any easier, the only thing that changes is how you deal with the pain and how you deal with the situation. I still want to send her a card and give her a call on her birthday, but I don't think it would matter to her. Not that I can blame her I guess, she fell out of love with me, and I kinda freaked out on her later, and ruined the chance for us to be friends, so why should she care about me? It's just going to be an awful, awful week, when it should have been an amazing week.
Kaniut Posted April 9, 2010 Posted April 9, 2010 Follow your heart, Dodgers, even if it does sound cheesy. If you want to send her a card, do it! The worst thing that can happen is that you will have spent a few bucks on a card only to not get the response that you had hoped for. You never know, she might just appreciate it though!
Author Dodgers27 Posted April 9, 2010 Author Posted April 9, 2010 Follow your heart, Dodgers, even if it does sound cheesy. If you want to send her a card, do it! The worst thing that can happen is that you will have spent a few bucks on a card only to not get the response that you had hoped for. You never know, she might just appreciate it though! Hmmm, maybe I will send a card. It really couldn't hurt anything I guess. I'm thinking of calling her again, but I'm leaning way more towards not doing it right now.
Author Dodgers27 Posted April 9, 2010 Author Posted April 9, 2010 Nothing in life is making me happy anymore. I got to a good point a few days ago, but now that this is getting closer i'm getting worse and worse. I don't want to do ANYTHING. I don't really want to talk to anyone. I'd stay home and do nothing all day if I could. I just don't know what to do. I've never felt this low in my life. I've never felt so useless. The person I care about most in the world doesn't even care one way or the other about me and I didn't do all that much to deserve that, if anything at all. The next 5 days are going to be brutal.
justaguy123 Posted April 9, 2010 Posted April 9, 2010 Nothing in life is making me happy anymore. I got to a good point a few days ago, but now that this is getting closer i'm getting worse and worse. I don't want to do ANYTHING. I don't really want to talk to anyone. I'd stay home and do nothing all day if I could. I just don't know what to do. I've never felt this low in my life. I've never felt so useless. The person I care about most in the world doesn't even care one way or the other about me and I didn't do all that much to deserve that, if anything at all. The next 5 days are going to be brutal. I'm sorry, I've been there, last month was me and my ex's 1 year too. All that week I was down because of it. Just know that it will pass and it will get better. If it helps, grieve this week, it was suppose to be special for you both and now it is just another day to her. YOU WILL GET THROUGH IT I PROMISE. Be strong.
KewlBum Posted April 9, 2010 Posted April 9, 2010 Nothing in life is making me happy anymore. I got to a good point a few days ago, but now that this is getting closer i'm getting worse and worse. I don't want to do ANYTHING. I don't really want to talk to anyone. I'd stay home and do nothing all day if I could. I just don't know what to do. I've never felt this low in my life. I've never felt so useless. The person I care about most in the world doesn't even care one way or the other about me and I didn't do all that much to deserve that, if anything at all. The next 5 days are going to be brutal. Man, I hear you buddy. It's like I'm getting worse, not better. As the days pass by, it's saddens me to think that she probably feels less and less for me and soon she'll just outright forget about me.
Author Dodgers27 Posted April 9, 2010 Author Posted April 9, 2010 I'm sorry, I've been there, last month was me and my ex's 1 year too. All that week I was down because of it. Just know that it will pass and it will get better. If it helps, grieve this week, it was suppose to be special for you both and now it is just another day to her. YOU WILL GET THROUGH IT I PROMISE. Be strong. Last night I just felt overwhelmed with the whole thing. I'm feeling better about it today, but last night was a very weak point for me. After I posted that I started writing my feelings about her and wrote a few paragraphs that would tell her exactly how I feel about her. I don't intend to ever send it to her, but it did make me feel a bit better once I did write it out. My friend says I'll probably cry at least once on Monday, and I think she may be right. I haven't cried about her since she told he she was dating her new bf, but it's probably going to happen. This weekend I want to do some fun stuff so I can just get my mind off of everything. I may go to an indian casino tonight, so that should be fun.
Author Dodgers27 Posted April 9, 2010 Author Posted April 9, 2010 Man, I hear you buddy. It's like I'm getting worse, not better. As the days pass by, it's saddens me to think that she probably feels less and less for me and soon she'll just outright forget about me. Yeah, I've got the same fears. It doesn't really matter if we aren't talking, but I still don't want her to A) think of me as a dick or something B) just forget about me completely. I hope I meant more to her than that at some point.
GrayClouds Posted April 9, 2010 Posted April 9, 2010 Follow your heart, Dodgers, even if it does sound cheesy. If you want to send her a card, do it! The worst thing that can happen is that you will have spent a few bucks on a card only to not get the response that you had hoped for. You never know, she might just appreciate it though! Bad advice, it will only make you look pathetic in her eyes. If she was interested in a relationship she would be there. First the following for much better advice: So you want a second chance? Second FORCE yourself not to think of these depression things; dates, birthdays, anniversary, etc. ect.ect. A fact of life thinking and doing depressing things makes you sad. Be kind to yourself and work hard at not doing either.
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