cg27 Posted April 8, 2010 Posted April 8, 2010 Yesterday my ex come over to pick up some of her things that have been here a while. This is a girl I proposed to, was put on hold for a month waiting for an answer to finally get a no. It had some weak moments. I was starting to get better. She told me she had something she wanted to ask me. I told her OK. I will listen. She asked me if I would talk to you family, and let them know what my intentions were with her. How I bought her a ring, and told her she is the one who I would like to spend the rest of my life with. I asked her if she had a change of heart. She told me has a lot of things going through her mind, and it is very important to her that her family knows my intentions. I am still in love with her, and I wanted to do this for her. We were sitting on the couch holding hands. WOW I have not done this in 3 months with her. I really started get excited. I thought my second chance was coming I wanted so badly. I felt those butterflies in my stomach come out again. Everything was it ease. We began to talk about some good times in the past, and she brought up a time 2 ½ years ago right before we first began to date. She told me thinks I can do better than her. I told her honey. You are great. You are you, and let’s give this a shot. We began to date shortly after. Well when she was telling me this we were holding hands, and she looks me right in the eye, and says I can do much better then you now. I was so angry, and upset. I busted out in tears, and told her she needs to go. This was my breaking point. I wish her no ill will. But I truly want nothing to do with her anymore. I was so upset. I actually took the time 9 hours and wrote her a 15 page email. I let everything in my head, and heart flow out, and it sure did. It felt great. It was a friendly, and loving email. But I also let her know what she can, and can’t do and what my limits are. I know she will read it. And read it again. I know she won’t delete it. I also know someday she will be in a low point in her life, and read this email and wish she was not so stubborn, and heartless toward me. When she does I know she will look for me, and realizes what a mistake she made, and see’s that I am in love with someone else that will take care of my heart. Her loss not mine. I do not need people like her in my life. As of yesterday I lost respect for her. I am moving on!
Gala Posted April 8, 2010 Posted April 8, 2010 What a cruel event for you to endure. I do hope that you can move on without her. Best of luck to you.
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