zoltan Posted April 5, 2010 Posted April 5, 2010 1st time here sorry if i do anything wrong Well ive been with this girl for over 3 years now, from freshman year to now, in my last year of highschool. we were good the first year, second year (towards the end) got really ugly though, we were fighting for stupid things and broke things off over and over again. Before our three years (bout a month) i broke up with her cuz i wanted her to have better, but she got to me and i decided to give her one last chance. So we go out on our 3 years and even then we have an argument, and shes yelling at me in the parking lot while i just stand there stupidly and take it. Now, 1 week ago i broke up with her cuz of all the fighting we continue to have. I dont want to be fighting, neither do i want her to be upset over me.. And now just yesterday my friends tell me they saw her with 3 guys at the mall, and when she saw my friends she was hiding from them. Turns out she was hanging out with the same guys that i was paranoid of her talking with while she was visiting one of my track meets. (wow right..) To make it even worse, i went on her myspace today, and found a new album of her and one of the guys she was hanging out with. Albums of me and her were still there, and the last album is her kissing another guy in his bedroom and hugging etc. My friends called her out on it and she claims that it was a dare? but i call b.s. cuz i can feel shes just trying to get me mad and/or jealous. now shes calling me and saying she loves me and she wants me to never forget her... Note that she did all this and we havnt even been broken up for a week yet, already kissing another guy... Dont get me wrong im really, REALLY mad at her but these past few days i couldnt help but cry and feel so depressed, feeling as if i lost a huge chunk of myself. Of course im mad at what she did but all i really want to do right now is see her, hug her, kiss her, embrace her.. I connected so strongly to her, we've even had to go through an abortion together, cheating, and ive gotten really close to her family. Now heres my question to you. we've been fighting a whole lot, we've both made mistakes, and yet im here bawling my eyes out longing for her;why? what should i do? Should beat up that guy shes with, should i forget her (or atleast try to), or should i get back with her? Or do you have any other suggestions? Thanks for your time, i dont know you and you dont know me but i truly do appreciate it..
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