Dodgers27 Posted April 5, 2010 Posted April 5, 2010 I can't imagine ever having that feeling for another girl. I've been thinking the last couple days about how much I'd like to talk to her. I think it's because I had a dream that I went to her house to talk to her, then eventually we got back together and she tried to help fix some of the problems we had. I know it's just a dream and it meant nothing, it just got me thinking about her again. There are still feeling of resentment to her, but even more than that are feelings of me missing her. It's not a sad feeling, but a feeling that I'd really like to be friends with her. Obviously in a limited sense, but at least on speaking terms. No one really knows how much I'd give to be able to talk to her normally like I use to. I have felt devastated in the past about her breaking up with me, her not having a hard time after the breakup, her dating another guy, but I'd like to think that feeling is pretty well behind me. I just got done watching the newest season of Heroes, and all I could think when it was over was to text her and say "Do you think Heroes is going to be back? I really hope so." Her birthday is in a week and half (next monday is our year anniversary, god I hope it goes fast), and I would love to be able to send her a card in the mail and give her a call to wish her a happy birthday. Nothing would make me feel better than that right now. *Sigh* I have just missed talking to her so much, we use to talk about everything. The last time I talked to her was 2 weeks ago or so, and she didn't make any indications of whether or not she would initiate contact with me any time soon. I can see why, because she doesn't like my friends, she's not a big fan of me right now, and it would be awkward to talk to her about her new boyfriend, who seems to be a big part of her life. But if I can get past being broken up with and everything that's happened, I'd like to think that she could get past anything that's happened in the last month and a half between us and be able to try and be friends with me again. It's wishful thinking, I know. But I would sure love that feeling.
slb3m4 Posted April 5, 2010 Posted April 5, 2010 im going through the same thing! its been 2 weeks for me to. i really wnat to reach out to him. =(
Author Dodgers27 Posted April 6, 2010 Author Posted April 6, 2010 im going through the same thing! its been 2 weeks for me to. i really wnat to reach out to him. =( It's a hard feeling to have. I'm going back and forth on calling her, mostly because I don't know if she would even talk to me or not. I wish I knew.
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