hopelesschica Posted April 3, 2010 Posted April 3, 2010 I just broke up...I dont even know if I`m the dumpee or the dumper.. I feel like my heart is torn in 1.000.000 pieces and I cant stop crying. I know this is for the best but I feel so useless, little and worthless... I know time heals, makes things less bitter but right now I simply wish I`d die so I wont feel this pain...
cmichael16 Posted April 3, 2010 Posted April 3, 2010 I know the feeling, and I am sorry, it will work out in the end.
Author hopelesschica Posted April 3, 2010 Author Posted April 3, 2010 Thank you for your reply. Made me read my initial post..i know it sounds extreme but it`s overwhelming. I feel the urge to smash his car..i know it`s just rage and I`m not gonna go crazy, I`m sane enough to control my emotions but it`s so tempting...
MrsPeaSoup Posted April 3, 2010 Posted April 3, 2010 Just let your tears flow, dear. Go to your friends or mom and lean on their shoulders. They will be there for you. You must grieve, otherwise you'll suck it all up and that will come out even worse than it will now. You don't want that. I know that you're heart is shattered in a million pieces, I know it's like feeling as if you're dead, amputated, left with a hole inside. Just let these feelings go for a while. This whole break up just happened and you need this time to just let it out. I've done the same thing and am so glad I could trust my friends. You would't believe how I acted the first few days: started crying in school, ate nothing at all, couldn't sleep for a whole night untill 5:30 am. Stuff like that. Believe me; it will pass. You will feel better in a few days, even if it's just slightly better, you will feel more relieved.
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