nobmagnet Posted April 1, 2010 Posted April 1, 2010 do any of you sit there crying and want help?? oh not mum, oh not dad. oh not........... im here in tears and i dont /cant shouldnt tell them im so bad. i need a hug but from whome? me dad will get sad cuz he cant make it better,my mum will just be cross, my brother has his own issues ect ect but i am sooooooo sad im blubbing. not hormonal nope wish i was because thats an excuse for feeling so lost and alone. need a hug and a fairy to help i recon. sorry just venting nobby xxx
learned2 love 2late Posted April 1, 2010 Posted April 1, 2010 dnt worry we all go throught it ur not the only one ul get there
hopesndreams Posted April 2, 2010 Posted April 2, 2010 (((((((((((hug))))))))))))) As for the fairy, maybe it's time to visit your hairdresser? ur online friend , anytime Hopes xxxxx
paleblue Posted April 2, 2010 Posted April 2, 2010 feeling a little wishy washy myself today nobmagnet. like that limbo empty nothing feeling. im neither here or there. and not for any particular reason either. sucks. some company and hugs would be nice but since thats not happening right now i made myself feel a lil better earlier i bought some blue lights, lol. those lil solar glow lights you stick in the ground to lite up your walk way. i know it sounds retarded but ive always wanted them . its not a hug or anything good like that, but it seems to give me some good feelings on some small level. as i ordered them and its giving me something to look forward to in the mail. is there anything that you have been wanting that might make you feel a lil better? xoxo
Author nobmagnet Posted April 2, 2010 Author Posted April 2, 2010 Sorry about that. It all got too much yesterday:mad: I cancelled the veiwing on my house and my mum is having the kids for a while today. I am just emotionally worn out again. Limbo with moving goal posts is messing with my head. I thought my future was secure and it doesnt seem so anymore. But to day is a new day. Positive thinking and some TLC for me and i should be bac on track.:) Thank you all for the hugs it helped me no end:love::love: Nobby xx
mickleb Posted April 2, 2010 Posted April 2, 2010 Nobby, my love, do me a favour: Whilst I totally get where you're coming from, regarding, not wanting to tell your family about how low you got.. and that LS is here (and is marvellous) for such very reasons.. please work on finding, at least, one person in your 'real life' that you can turn to when you feel so low. Bless yer cottons. (Had any unnecessary Easter chocolate, yet, btw? It could be a good day for it. ) x
Author nobmagnet Posted April 2, 2010 Author Posted April 2, 2010 :) Thank you. You are correct and I do indeed have many freinds I could/should have spoken to. My head was in a place i just didnt know how to explain verbally what was wrong. I just felt great sadness and fear. Its hard to explain even now why I had a meltdown and felt I shouldnt bother anyone else about it but its how i felt. I could have told a stranger because they hadnt heard it all before.........just felt like i couldnt use up anymore of my freinds/families emotions on me again. Does that make sence? But yes you arecorrect and when i have another i will remember your kind words:love::love: Thank you Nobby xx
rosewithtaints Posted April 2, 2010 Posted April 2, 2010 i do not have anyone to talk to and im feeling sad and lost too.
spriggig Posted April 2, 2010 Posted April 2, 2010 i do not have anyone to talk to and im feeling sad and lost too. RoseWithTaints, I see this is only your second post. Start a new thread, tell your story and you will find plenty of sympathetic ears here.
Author nobmagnet Posted April 2, 2010 Author Posted April 2, 2010 yes rose with taints please do. We will help were we can and its good to vent. Share your problem :love: Nobby xxxx
mickleb Posted April 3, 2010 Posted April 3, 2010 :) Thank you. You are correct and I do indeed have many freinds I could/should have spoken to. My head was in a place i just didnt know how to explain verbally what was wrong. I just felt great sadness and fear. Its hard to explain even now why I had a meltdown and felt I shouldnt bother anyone else about it but its how i felt. I could have told a stranger because they hadnt heard it all before.........just felt like i couldnt use up anymore of my freinds/families emotions on me again. Does that make sence? But yes you arecorrect and when i have another i will remember your kind words:love::love: Thank you Nobby xx That makes perfect sense, Nobs. I rest assured. x
Brightmoon Posted April 3, 2010 Posted April 3, 2010 Come here nobby... ((((((((((hugs)))))))))))) There is more where that came from. You are always the first to comfort people who are down...and make them smile. Hope you feel a little less alone soon. xxx
HeavenOrHell Posted April 4, 2010 Posted April 4, 2010 Neet, so sorry you had such a s*** day, how are you today? The first 6 months after my ex left I had so many times where I couldn't stop crying on my own at home and I really wished I had someone with me, I felt so scared, felt like other people have someone to hug when they're so upset but I don't. I have good friends but I didn't feel I had anyone I could ask to come and be with me. I did phone friends in tears though and that did help. Selling your home isn't an easy thing At times I have wanted to move cos of all the memories here, lived here with him 15 years, but it's also my nest, my retreat, my familiar home. Anyway, hope you are ok hun, love and hugs xxx:love:
Author nobmagnet Posted April 4, 2010 Author Posted April 4, 2010 HOH, ta love:love: I am much better thanks. in fact having a good day. Havent moved much tho.............LS day! Nobby xxxxxx
JaneDoe35 Posted April 4, 2010 Posted April 4, 2010 Hey Neet, often think of you and hope you are going ok. Hard times I know. Janexxxx
Author nobmagnet Posted April 4, 2010 Author Posted April 4, 2010 Jane darling!!!!!!!!!! How the devil are you?? Missed you. How are you and your lovely little girl doing?? Nobby xxxxxxxxxx:love:
JaneDoe35 Posted April 4, 2010 Posted April 4, 2010 Hey Nobby, we are doing quite well, still some huge ups and downs but we are off to Disneyland on Saturday. So if I can't be happy in the 'happiest place on earth' then I have problems!!! Bye Sydney - Hello LA....just for 8 days!!! My husband is gone for good. I do not want him to come home. Still plenty of mixed messages but I ignore them now. He was an incredible part of my life for so long and I will always love him. I hope he finds what he is looking for...... I know you will always bounce back Nobby. I still come back here and read your posts. I read something that someone else posted here and it has really stuck with me - When someone shows you their true colours, don't argue. Janexxxxx
Author nobmagnet Posted April 4, 2010 Author Posted April 4, 2010 YEY MICKEY Im chuffed you have found some sence of inner peice over your split. Im mostly good. Have the odd bad day. Lowly is with OW in prague. She has relocated there and he has been there for 3 weeks. Has he called the kids?? Nah. Not a lot changes eh? I havent prompted him this time as it time the kids understood what an unreliable peice of work he is. To be fare until yesterday they havent asked about him bar a few comments. But my neighbour was with Pinky yesterday. She called me in the evening and said Pinky had said she had her mobile phone with her because daddy might text her because he hasnt for weeks Git Have fun in US darling!!!!!! find a hansome yank and bag him!!!! Nobby :love:
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