Author bluz73 Posted March 30, 2010 Author Posted March 30, 2010 Lol, this one really hurts: "When I look into your eyes I see those wonderfull 2 years we've spend together. I can't look at you because it fills me full of regret that I don't love you any more" Oh boy... tears again wow how terrible..im so sorry..his words to me wasnt hurtful at all , it was his actions leaving our love for a new start with a teenager..I have come to terms with it and look back at all the 5 months of pain he caused my heart and that gives me strength to move on WITHOUT HIM FOREVER..I hope you find the strength to rise above from this and have a new start like me..I never thought I'd feel happy enjoying the small things in life again but I have and Im so thankful for the pain to be almost over..Goodluck to you all
Author bluz73 Posted March 30, 2010 Author Posted March 30, 2010 I'm sorry that was so long, and probably boring. This topic hit me. I think about this stuff alot lately. I enjoyed your story and Im glad you got it off your chest..My ex told me take care(insert my name here)He loved me but he is sorry while i was gone (left for a year to help sick parents) he went out with someone else(the 18 year old ) and his heart has moved on and then changed his number ..Changing his number is what killed me for months..i had no way of contacting him and that hurt me worse. i hope you can get through this and realize you deserve better
GrayTree Posted March 30, 2010 Posted March 30, 2010 "I love you...as a friend." How can someone I love so deeply, stop loving me? How did I get demoted to that level?
zebracolors Posted March 31, 2010 Posted March 31, 2010 As a fellow LSer, I am happy that everyone here was able to get a definite closure to the relationship That really lets the healing process move forward. I only wish I had at least gotten that instead of having to wait 2 months to realize it was over. Guess I would have figured ages ago if the last words I read from him were not "I hope you do to" and "goodnight" (said in response to me telling him to sleep well) Which was one of the only reasons I held on for as long as I did. And by now, even if he did still feel anything, he might be thinking that its probably too late, that I've moved on etc.
2yearsNC Posted March 31, 2010 Posted March 31, 2010 baby your going to make me cheat on my boyfriend
Chitowngirl Posted March 31, 2010 Posted March 31, 2010 After he had gone ape sh** crazy, he yelled at me repeatedly, "I need someone more stable." I just stared at him and didn't know what to say. He had lost his mind, and that was it. I bought my plane ticket and never talked to him again.
Ingenue Posted March 31, 2010 Posted March 31, 2010 I can't get out of my head the words that one ex I dated for 5 years wrote to me in his break-up email (classy guy): "I know myself well enough to understand that we should no longer aim for a future together." Cold cold man who later signed the email "with love"
vivrantflo Posted March 31, 2010 Posted March 31, 2010 baby your going to make me cheat on my boyfriend I've had that... and wow... that hurts a lot.
jlr Posted March 31, 2010 Posted March 31, 2010 Thanks dreaming of you and bluz73 for the nice words. I really do appreciate that. T3653 - She was my ex-GF, of 5 years. Gray Tree - I don't get that either. My ex wanted to be friends too, because she loved me "just as a friend or close family member." She said one time after the breakup, "I love you, but in the same way I love my Grandma or something like that." They really don't know how much that hurts, ya know? It's like, I realize you may care for your Grandma, but when I've been intimate with you for 5 years, spending our life as a couple "in love", that's sort of a stab in the chest.
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