GrayTree Posted March 29, 2010 Posted March 29, 2010 I dont know if anyone remembers me...but here is my story: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t222577/ Its now been three months since he left me suddenly. Ive been swinging back and forth with emotions. One week is okay, Im smiling again and laughing but this week...Ive just been crying again all the time. I cant handle the fact he might be gone from me forever. I miss him more and more each day. We've had no contact at all. He said he'd be my friend but hes gone to great lengths to avoid me. The only connection we have is friends on facebook. If I go over to a mutual friends house...I know he was there five minutes before I was and he comes back five minutes after I leave. He said I wasnt welcome anymore in a hotel room for an event in May....he hasnt talked to me at all. My birthday passed a few days ago. I was so torn up that he didnt wish me a happy birthday at all that I spent most of it crying my heart out. I heard from a mutual friend that the reason he didnt say happy birthday when she told him to was that "because it would lead to talking to me which would be okay, but then I might want to stay in that hotel room in May with him and our friends and that might lead to sex..." And thats basically all Ive heard from him about me. Is he is afraid of sleeping with me. Ive seen some statuses on facebook that sounded sad from him after I found out he went and read my personal blog online which has been very raw and honest about my pain... Is this all terrible signs that he wont come back? its been three months...and Ive just been waiting everyday. Not contacting him...but being open about my pain online.... I feel like Im drowning again...I miss him so much...and I love him so much. And how it seems he dosent care at all is destroying me completely. That Id die to get a phone call from him and he wont even contact me at all...it kills. Will he come back?
Tinkerbelll Posted March 30, 2010 Posted March 30, 2010 Honestly, I think he won't come back. He's avoiding you, even if he knows you were very hurt because of the breakup. Seems he's trying to the the best for both. You should really listen to the advice given here and start NC. The sooner, the better.
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