xanax Posted March 26, 2010 Posted March 26, 2010 (edited) My boyfriend broke up with me two days ago. We have been together for 10 months, I left my country and moved really far away just to be with him. We were living together, things were going very well (at least I thought it was going well) His reason was that I couldn't get over my past which he was actually right. I got out of a very bad relationship and got hurt. I lost my trust in men. And I think I treated him like my ex treated me. It wasn't a revenge thing, Because I love him deeply. But I couldn't stop suspecting. I always had that weird feeling like he was going to cheat on me or leave me for some other woman or just leave without explaining to me why (like my ex did) He was crying when he told me that it's over. Now I am seeing a psychiatrist, I think this will help to me to get over all the bad experiences I had before. We had a talk today, I told him how sorry I am and how I am feeling guilty because I treated him bad with not trusting him enough and questioning our relationship when he was making future plans for us. I asked him to reconsider everything and gave him his space. I am feeling bad about myself. Because I destroyed a great relationship. I don't know if he will ever come back, but if he doesn't I don't know what will I do. Hope he gets back, because I miss him and now I can understand how I made him feel:( Now I am sleeping on my friend's couch, trying not to freak out and be patience. How can I make things right? Edited March 26, 2010 by xanax
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