worlybear Posted March 22, 2010 Posted March 22, 2010 Am moving out on Friday into a rental with my 2 daughters as H has left to live with OW and her kid and has not paid anything for 6 months. As my job is temporary and now finishing I've no option but to move out as I can't afford to stay. Trouble is I'm in bits. The new house is ok and I know I need to move but I can't stop crying again. I feel as if I've slipped right back to the terrible moment when I found out about being cheated on. I had been pulling myself together but I feel really c***. I know I'm a bit unwell with sinusitis but I just feel overwhelmed with grief and despair. I can't understand why I've slipped back so far. I have nc with my ex and the divorce is moving really slowly. I just can't get my head around everything or understand how my life has been so changed(married for 27yrs.) My oldest son is also in terrible trouble and will probably go to prison(deservedly so) and I feel so ashamed about everything. Remember "the Waltons?" That was my family. There's nothing left. I love my family dearly and I wish I could turn the clock back to happier times.
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