joe777 Posted March 20, 2010 Posted March 20, 2010 i just returned from a friends reunion down in Florida. We all turn 40 this year. My high school sweetheart was there, and we spent some time together. She is a strong, independent, confident, & beautiful woman. I'd even go so far as to say selfish. (but not self absorbed) I am recently single, and she has been single for about 6 years. We have always remained close, and over the years visited each other often. There was always passion & fire between us, though no romance out of respect to each others relationships. But this time we were able to be intimate & close again. I know & feel that we could never have a close long term one-on-one relationship. There are too many factors. Besides our strong personalities, her overwhelming commitment independence, I need time to heal from my recently failed marriage and as of now I don't see myself ever getting married again. I know she has several men pursuing her, none of which could handle her. (myself slightly included) Oh and did I mention we live on opposites sides of the country. Here's the thing, she is truly & completely my soul-mate. I need her [not just want, but need] her in my life. I love her & I believe she loves me. I think a small dose would be perfect. But I m not sure about the next step. I haven't called or communicated with her since last weekends reunion. Although I did send a generic email to a few friends about the weekend & having a good time (her included). I am not sure how to proceed. Ideally, I'd love to meet her for a long weekend in a couple months. I'd love to communicate with her maybe once a week...that would be cool. I want her to know that I am no longer that teenager she use to know, and rather I am my own man, independent as well but very much into her. But on the other hand I still feel like that teenager with sweaty palms asking out the hottest girl in school. Confidence was abundant back then. Or maybe that was ignorance? Ha. Anyway LOVESHACKERS, any advice? Should I just call? Should I wait for her to call? (i dont think she will) If I dont she may think I am not interested. Do I layout my feeling right away? or wait? Joe
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