tylerdurden Posted March 17, 2010 Posted March 17, 2010 As I said in my previous post, I just had my closure yesterday.. I woke up this morning and burst into tears for 2 hours, I guess Im finally starting the grief. Got myself together somehow and went out for a walk, a few girls smiled at me, but Im feeling helpless and numb,couldnt even smile back to them. Furthermore I just moved to a new country, so I dont really know anyone there.Its one of the hardest time of my life if not the hardest.. I cant even listen to music cause I start crying right away.. I m feeling so lonely, my ex being the one I used to talk about everything.. Im really at the bottom of the well.. Thanks for your attention
Brightmoon Posted March 17, 2010 Posted March 17, 2010 (edited) Hi Tyler (((Hugs))) It must be a horribly lonely time for you. Heartbreak is lonely, but to be away form home too must hurt very much. I am sorry you are going through this. There is no other pain like it.... It is panicky suffocating pain. I wish I knew what to say to make it better in anyway, but there is nothing I can say except most of us here have.. or are going through the same. You will be less lonely by being on LS. And it will get easier. For sure. You know yourself that the grieving had to start at some point and you have not pushed it back by trying to keep contacting your ex. I know how you feel. I hear you. You will be OK.. (((Another hug))) Edited March 17, 2010 by Brightmoon
worlybear Posted March 17, 2010 Posted March 17, 2010 Been there ,done that,still wearing the t shirt. You are not alone my friend.
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