4LOVE Posted March 16, 2010 Posted March 16, 2010 Ugh. So for the last 5 months this guy and I have been on and off. He was a total ass to me in the beginning and then suddenly was all wanting to be with me and what not. I wanted him to slow down a little so I kind of backed off. From the end of January till now things were going pretty well, but then we just started arguing and it was wearing me out. Last week I went to see him and I was already angry and he was making me more upset. We fought a lot. It seems like so much **** has happened, that we can never recover. It makes me sad but I want a boyfriend. I want somebody to meet me halfway and it seemed as though we could never hang out with some sort of drama. Weve "broken up" like 3 times now and we he said "I just wanna be friends" I hung up cuz I was just done with it. Then he wrote me an angry text and I said that Im tired of being hurt, Im done with it (not word for word) and we havent spoken since. He doesnt understand that I cant be friends with him right this second. I dont want to repeat what happened last time if its going to play out like this every time. If he doesnt want to meet me halfway, I have no choice then to just cut off all contact right? Im pretty sure he has another girl already too. Deep down its mutual. But Im gonna miss that feeling of having somebody. No matter how it happened. Its like this. And it sucks. I feel like he got the best of me, again.
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