sb007 Posted March 10, 2010 Posted March 10, 2010 Hi everyone, this is my first post. I'm British but spent last year teaching English in Chile as part of my University Course. Whilst there I fell in love and yh, you know the rest... we were living together for six months, I met his family. Everything was amazing, then I had to leave. It's now been 7 months since I saw him in the flesh and I really couldn't describe how horrible those 7 months have been. Hopefully in a few months time we'll be together again but of course, nothing is certain. We chat lots and I'm still in contact with his family and friends. It's just that sometimes everything seems so out of our control and while I don't think either of us will be unfaithful or anything like that, certain things come into your head like "what does he really see in me" or "Am I doing the right thing" or "What if we never see each other again". I know I should just enjoy the moment and be grateful that we're both well and we have the internet, but it doesn't seem to affect him as much as it does me and I can get so down with everything. Does anyone have any advice or even a virtual wet fish they can slap me with, pretty please?! Thanks for reading! SB xxxx
Away Posted March 22, 2010 Posted March 22, 2010 Hi... I understand exactly how you feel... i get so down sometimes, and he seems to be fine all the time. That makes me thing that maybe he doesn't care about me as much as I do... it just brings out all my insecurities thinking that he doesn't miss me as much as i miss him. He calls me everyday... we IM and do skype and all... but still... something is missing with this stupid stupid long distance.. anyway... i see your post is a little bit old.. i hope things are better for you now...
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