Rearden Metal Posted March 7, 2010 Posted March 7, 2010 Yeah, so add that to the mix of emotions swimming in my body. Here's a weekend recap: Well that was a sh*t weekend. Things that happened: Friday- Meet my buddy Rick, go to the gym. Totally snub some kinda hot bitch who tried to play games with me before I met the Ex (came and hung out at a friends house til 4 AM, acted like she wanted to go to bed with me, I asked, she declined and called her brother to pick her up despite my offering her a ride home. Lame). She saw me at the gym, said "heyyyyyy" like she wanted to talk, and I kept walking and tossed a "hi" at her from the side of my face. Then I bet Rick $20 that she texts me by 2AM (I lose the bet). Then I call my tattoo artist friend (girl) and see if she's at work. Rick and I stop in. She wants to pierce my dick, I decline. I tell her about a sexual conquest she would admire, one where I step on the girls face while doing her doggy. Right up her alley. She has some friend who's obnoxious and loud and not unattractive but not attractive. A 5 if I've ever seen one. Friend invites us to sushi with them and two other (male) artists, I decline. I sort of insult unattractive friend, she asks for apology, I decline and leave. LOL. I realized that I had entered the anger/resentment stage of break ups... Rick and I leave and head to his house to shower and figure out dinner. Tattoo gf texts "just the 4 of us, come have sushi!" I ask Rick, he seems to think he wants to hook up with unattractive/attractive girl (let's call her Douche). So I agree, and we meet at sushi place in Auburn. I get mai tai's with a swiftness, chuuugggg, we get seated, girls make convo and are acting sexual. I'm getting depressed, thinking about my ex out on a date. Rick is carrying the weight, Tattoo gf mentions that she likes older men (she's 21), drops hints at threesome. We laugh. I vomit inside. Girls phones are lighting up. Ohhhhhh heyyyyyy the two male tattoo artists show up. COCKKKKKK BLOCKKKKKKK. In effect. Douche starts "performing", acting like a diva. Says "I give terrible BJ's." " I'd rather read a magazine than have sex", makes some reference to her labia and wanting labiaplasty. Makes reference to being the "prettiest girl in here", "not needing a man, I'm the breadwinner". I'm clearly not amused. She starts calling me Debbie Downer and Negative Nancy. I laugh at her, not with her. She then makes a threat of throwing a drink on me. I tell her to go ahead, I'll knock a bitch out, 'specially one who doesn't need men" (I don't mean this, but I pretend I mean this). This goes over poorly. Rick is clearly uncomfortable. Bill comes. I throw in a measly $20 (everyone's share is ~$35) and look Douche in the eye and say "thanks for dinner". I get up and start to walk out. She's mumbling. I say "for someone as unattractive as you, you really should learn to give a BJ", she get's HOT and says something about my height. I don't hear the end as I'm leaving already. Rick later tells me she apologized and was gonna cry and go home and cut herself and listen to the Cure. I care this . much. We head to Blackstone. It's gay. Like most nights. We're old. Not into it. We leave. We end up at Boston Billiards. Tattoo gf texts "threeesssommmmeeee", I respone "sure lol when", she says "Corrrruuuuuupppppt me", I'm like LOLOLOL whatever. Then she starts asking sh*t like "what happens after", and I'm like "Nothing, you're not special. I'm in love with some chubby douchebag who isn't talking to me WTFBBQ". She gets mopey and says "Oh I'm dumb I thought I was special", I say "You are, to someone." Wow, I'm an *******. I drink more, play pool, whoop Ricks azz at ping pong and we go to Denny's. Go home and crash. Saturday- Lunch with Rick and other friend Rob. I drive home and go to sleep because I'm so depressed I can't stay awake. I wake up, watch tv, then go back to sleep to what amounts to 16hrs of sleep. Today- pounding headache. Angry at the ex. WT.F is wrong with me, her, us? WT.F!!!!!!!!!! Go get Advil. Go to Borders Cafe and get tea. Girl who I asked for number when she flirted with me a lot but then says she has BF is there and has my tea ready before I even get to the counter. WT.F. Go home, watch tv, hate myself. That's my recap.
Author Rearden Metal Posted March 8, 2010 Author Posted March 8, 2010 Hey, you got out. Baby steps LOL. I did, true, but I made Rick so miserable that he made mention of passing me off to Rob in the coming weeks. I feel badly about that. Therapy tomorrow. I'm gonna try to get to the bottom of why I'm such an insufferable prick this week.
monkeymaid Posted March 8, 2010 Posted March 8, 2010 i would be stoked!! that means that you are making proress! ...yes serious and you can laugh at how much of an a-hole you were for no aparent reason in about a month give or take a year
Ilovecake Posted March 8, 2010 Posted March 8, 2010 Rick later tells me she apologized and was gonna cry and go home and cut herself and listen to the Cure. lol
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