Taking a break

[Bigmoney]

I knew about taking a break as far as a relationship is concerned, maybe I never had someone that even cared about trying to save the relationship.

here is my story.

 

I met this really nice guy on the internet. well I have a argument problem and when some one says and maybe I can interrupted it the wrong way I loose control and before I know it I have said the wrong things.

so I told my friend that if he can deal with me I can deal with him and I also told him that I was going to work on my attitude problem I want to find ways to not jump to conclusions. so just like him I just started sending him e mails telling him good things.

 

and he said hello take a break. and I did not fully read it because everytime I do something wrong I don't read it until later on, he has plans to visit me after his training that the army has them doing at this time.

 

I am thinging that he just came back into my life right before valentines day, so I was thinking that he wants to be with me. but I have such a big mouth. taking a break is ok with me as I need to deal with myself, so I did not know what that word meant as I have never heard it put like that before. so I am thinking that He is catching it early as if I can not get it together then I know he is gone this time for good, and I think this space that he is asking for is fair. because if it was not for my big mouth he would not have asked for it.

 

I also sent him a e mail asking him if he cared enough about me to work this out. so by calling for a break gives me time. and thats the only thing thats wrong with me is my mouth.

Edited March 3, 2010 by Bigmoney
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[Bigmoney]

so how should I go about dealing with my attitude. I guess like always I read to much into it. so I will see how well I can get myself together. and if he came back to me knowing how I am I am sure that he wants me to find a solution to whats going on within myself.