MySweetie'sGone Posted February 22, 2010 Posted February 22, 2010 Okay sooo...I KNOW my ex still misses and loves me. I KNOW THIS, despite how much I complain. He is making this so hard. IT'S UNECESSARY! I don't care that he's broke and in school. I BELIEVE IN HIM! But he thinks he's doing the right thing...so he's going to keep being stubborn. I posted about how I got a VDay call (I've been NC, but every two weeks he reached out to me). During the call he asked me about my plans for grad school (ie am I going to another state), suggested that I go look at his FB to see some new footage, asked me to save his # and call him, told me when his spring break is, etc. Well...despite my misgivings I finally went and looked today. All of his statuses the day before VDay were incredibly sad...and I know he was thinking about me. Then the day after he logged in and looked at my Myspace. It's going on 3 almost 4 months, guys. I don't know what to do. I love him so much...and we fit so well together...but I know it's useless to bring it up myself b/c he'll probably just reject me again bc he thinks the timing's off. I'm so lost...not looking for signs...but I KNOW that he loves me you guys (except when I hit my really low points)...and I'm usually pretty rational. THIS is crazy... Also, when I brought up reconcil 2 mos ago he asked if I'd really be willing to just jump back into it...and said it doesn't ever work out that way. He said enough time hadn't passed for if that was to happen. Which was actually pretty insightful, if not BS. Am I doing right by NC? Anything? Anyone? Please?
aerogurl87 Posted February 23, 2010 Posted February 23, 2010 Keep up NC MSG. The more you talk to him the more your making it harder on yourself. Unless he comes begging for you back and actually makes an effort to try and resolve things, keep focusing on yourself and stay NC.
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