John_Silver Posted February 20, 2010 Posted February 20, 2010 (edited) 11 weeks ago i met that girl. She is absolutely gorgeous: body and face of a goddess (5'8'', 140 lbs), eyes, smile... She is smart, wonderful dancer, nice personality... And I thought i had my dream in my hands... Never before i felt like that... She was so special to me, but I felt sort of fear... She is so wanderful how can I possibly match her requirements? Hou can she feel I am her man? By the way I felt like she always she tried to evaluate me (may be that was professional)... And I was afraid of possibility of being dumped by the girl of my dream.. Also i was afraid of comparison to her ex-boyfriends... She works hard so do I, so we tried to spend any free minute we could spend together... I tried to give her everything, I only could... I tried to surround her with care, warmth, protection, love, to help her any possible way and cherish her... Just because I couldn't treat her another way... So we were together and i was the happiest man... I do not regret a single minute spent with her.... She was my girl, my lovely baby... The Valentine's day had come,,, We decided to meet at her place then to go to the club and she was so nice to me.... I got relaxed and all of my fears were gone... I thought... When we got to the club everything was going just right... But after I had few (maybe not so few) drinks my fears, which were about to disappear, started to come out... Just like everything I was afraid of has happened... I got angry and hella agressive... I told her everything... Like she always evaluates me, like she drawns me in **** with her attitude... She took me home by taxi... Next day she called and we talked... She said that's everything is over... She cannot be with a man she can possibly be afraid of.... I felt like i'm killed... 2 days after that we met and talked. she said that for some time we have to be just friends and after she forgets that goddamned night at club and my crasy eyes MAYBE we will be able to restore our relationships... I don't know is that just the trick to make the breakup easy or she is still loving me? I don't know what to do and how to get her back... If it's possible... Edited February 20, 2010 by John_Silver
Author John_Silver Posted February 21, 2010 Author Posted February 21, 2010 For the last week i kept feeling constant pain, burning within. I know that she began to do what she likes the most - concerts, outdoor picknicks, etc. In other words she started to do what's recommended for a person to overcome breakup problems. What can that possibly mean? Maybe she still feels like she needs me? And tries to do things to forger me faster...
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