Pentel Posted February 20, 2010 Posted February 20, 2010 i know it is hard, really, i know how it feels, you feel like you're life is over, you ask yourself "how did we got to this?" and you feel like you won't find someone like him/her, i went tru that, like 2 months ago, i was so depressed when she left, i begged her, i broke NC millions of times, i felt so bad, i didn't eat, i dreamed with her... then i decided to go NC and stay that way, because, what good will it make to keep begging?, i only felt bad afterwards, i felt like she was making fun of me with her friends... now i am living life at its max, i go out all weekeds, i am knowing a lot of girls, i am even starting to hang out with my future ex ;D if i can do this, you can, you will... at times it will get really hard, you will feel like you need to contact him/her, but believe me, you are 1000 times better than averange ppl, "why?" you might ask, because you care for ppl, you feel so bad because they left, really, how many ppl do that anymore?, we are a few selected ppl that can live what we live, and still live, we don't commit suicide, we take it, we are special persons, you are a special person, you are caring, you want to give other ppl all you have, they take advantage of it, soo, you should stop beating yourself for "why did i said that?" "why did i do that", because you are so focused on the door that just closed, that you aren't aware of the open one, so please, for me, for yourself, for your family, for your friends, stop beating yourself up, it just wasn't meant to be, she/he left you, she/he didn't appreciate you to your fullest extent, there is someone out there that will truly love you, that you will feel so lucky to have that person, that you will forget the whole world, just some food for thought, like eminem said "even if it sounds corny, don't ever forget how beautiful you are"
Getting_stronger Posted February 21, 2010 Posted February 21, 2010 I read it- and it meant a lot!!!! Thank you
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