soleharmony1123 Posted February 20, 2010 Posted February 20, 2010 I guess I didn't give much fair insight on the breakup. (Yeah, I'm still hurting - but giving him a bad rap wasn't my intention - still love him tooo much for that) He broke up with me because he said he couldn't [FONT=Times New Roman][sIZE=3]handle the impact my religious beliefs have on the relationship –sexual intimacy. He thought he could, but he can't. [/sIZE][/FONT]Then he went on this best friend tangent about how I’ve always been his best friend and will always be his best friend. He said he was not saying this was the end of our relationship but that we need to really think about where this is going and really take it at face value. He said he’s not happy. That I’ve not been considering his feelings. That all I’ve been thinking about is mine, which was unfair to me, because I consider his feelings as well as mine. I can't go into detail about how I've been in this man's corner for the past 3 years, showing him unconditional love because of a history he now has. (I won't disclose that information out of fairness to him. On January 29, 2010, he explained what he was feeling more fairly. He said he feels down because he hasn’t found a job yet. That he needs to get his affairs in order first before he can focus on anything else. He repeated that his feelings for me have not changed and that he still loves me. But I just feel like his phone calls don't give me a fair standing because sometimes he calls me talking like we're still in a relationship - "so, what did you do today?" "talk to me - you don't have anything to say?" "Why haven't you called me?" And then ending the phone calls with "I love you."
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