yeyo tornapart Posted February 19, 2010 Posted February 19, 2010 please leave your input i know its long so i bolded the important parts for ppl who dnt wanna read it all lol:) i am having a hard time forgiving my boyfriend met a chick that he claimed was just friends with. He supposedly told her all about me/US and so forth and so on. Thenone day he comes to me saying he has caught feelings for this chick. chick knew about me obviously cause she began to act like she was first priority over me and we got into it. they say if you go looking you will find, and yet because at the given time i don't trust him even after his declare to leave her alone and i found texts and recent calls. He always professes he wants to marry me spend his life with me etc.(then and now) when all this was going on i was pregnant with our twins so i was really heartbroken, any whoo i decided to stay after i made him choose because i wasnt going to stick around to keep getting hurt. yet i feel that i have in a way because i am not secure about our relationship. i am really trying to trust him and to him it probably seems i do but inside i just keep thinking "is he really doing what he suppose to".this is the thing though he is making all the right efforts to make it up to me. i think i am just scared to be so hurt again. i am trying not to be so insecure because i know i'm a good girlfriend and i dont want it to stop his efforts. Honestly though i am just so confused i dont kno if i should trust him or not i want to so bad but i dont want to feel hurt like i felt when he betrayed me.
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