jen_r Posted February 9, 2010 Posted February 9, 2010 I went to our apartment last night to have dinner & talk with my bf. I felt extremely awkward being there, like it wasn't my apartment anymore. I slowly started to feel okay being there. He says he doesn't think it's a good idea for me to move back in so quickly. I agree. If I go back now, I will still have some anger, spite & resentment towards him. So, it's like we're "dating" again and it feels really weird. I was living with this person and now we have to meet up and go on "dates". I dunno. But here's my deal. I wanted to go on vaca with him last year, instead he went away with his family and said "thers always next year". When he came back he said "I dunno if I can leave u like that for so long again..." This year, he tells me he is going on vaca with his family again, for 2 weeks. And says last night in our talk "If you see this working, we'll be together next year and we can go then." NO. I don't understand this. Who wants to go on yearly vacations with their fam instead of their "gf"?! I can't sit on the sidelines and watch him enjoy his life & go on these trips w/o me. I could go on vaca with friends, But I wanna go with the person I love?! IS THAT WEIRD? Who even knows if we're getting back together, I'm just ranting about whats going on in my head.
HeavenOrHell Posted February 9, 2010 Posted February 9, 2010 It's ok to go on vaca with your family as long as you go away with your partner too! Doesn't sound promising to be honest.
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