lovelydivorcee Posted February 8, 2010 Share Posted February 8, 2010 (edited) It has been 2 years since we separated, 4 months since the divorce was finalized and 2 weeks since I had the guts to insist on NC, yet my heart is still broken. During what I like to call my "sane moments" I can list the pros and cons and see clearly my ex was not the man for me. I have these weakened moments where I feel so sad, alone, hurt and unworthy of being loved. Not unworthy in general, just unworthy for him to love me the way my heart desires. I know that I want someone who will love me no matter what. I know that I want someone who truly loves and appreciates me. I know that I want someone I can trust. Most importantly I know my ExH was not capable of being that someone for me. Why can't my heart follow my mind? Edited February 8, 2010 by lovelydivorcee Link to post Share on other sites
I_love_my_family Posted February 8, 2010 Share Posted February 8, 2010 Hi, First I sorry for my english is not good. and 2nd I sorry for what happen to you and me too. My strory are the same as you but diffen is I'm a man. My wife file divorce me a bout 2 month ago we have two kids one 6 and other is 4 after marry for 15 years. I from Thailand and My wife is from here. I come to U.S. by my self have no family here or friend. I love My wife (soon will be ex) very much. I still do now. but she say to me that she never have felling for me sine we marry. But why she stay with me for 14 yaers and have two kids. I can go on and on about this. but make story shot. that I thing I know how you fell. I try to save my family by ask her to stop divorce but she dosen't want to. I love her and my kids very much and I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do with my life like now. all the think I hope for when I come to this contry (Family) now it all hope less. The woman that I think she love me for all the time we are marry turn out to be some one that I very dosen't know. it very very sad. the only think give me here is my kids. I hope you dosen't have kid. it make think harder. will all I can say is that I know how you felling. hang in there. I will do the same. :lmao: Link to post Share on other sites
Recommended Posts