broncosfrk83 Posted February 2, 2010 Posted February 2, 2010 I wrote this out and just now and wanted to share it with you guys. I hope some of you can relate to it and ease some of the pain, it sure did for me. Yes the pain will still lurk for awhile but this is how i feel today and thats a big step for me, i will continue to read this everyday i start to feel down. "I think today is the day ive been waiting for, almost like a light bulb came on inside my head. This whole time ive put you on a pedastal and now realize that i was so wrong. I finally realize that the person you want to be is not what I want in my life. I thought i was the immature one through all of this and i drug myself in the dirt for it. I finally wish u the best in finding ur happiness because u will need it, goodluck trying to find someone like me who was willing to give everything up for ur happiness. I hope u miss me, then when im long and gone you will come to your senses and come out of this trance u seem to be in now. Dont come running back when that next guy that at first seems so wonderful and turns out to be an ******* shows his true colors. i havent been the best person in the past 6 months but that wasnt me, i was lost, this is me. You believe in your heart that this is the right decision for you but now its starting to seem like maybe this is what is best for me, I never wanted to say that but maybe thats the truth. I wish i could change you but i cant, i can only change myself. You want to hit up the clubs, bars, and parties, and live it up. Fine, do it. But you when you come home alone thats when the emptiness will sit in and the truth will come out. You think by bringing someone back with you will fix that? Good luck because he got what he wanted and will be gone in the morning. I was there for you through morning, day, night, rain and shine. U use to realize that what we had was special maybe one day you will see that again. I only have 2 words of advice that you will defiently need. Good luck!"
Howitzer Posted February 3, 2010 Posted February 3, 2010 Glad to hear this broncos. The next step is to just let all the resentment go. Forget her man, and return to being a happy person.
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