Fresh break up,any guidance?

[coltsfan1]

hey all this is my first post and I was hoping people could give me advice on my situation. GF and I have been to together for 3 years, we broke up on Jan. 5. about 4 months back we broke for about a week when I got an email (mass email to all her contacts) from my previous ex stating that she was getting married and changing her email address. After about a week (when I found out she had a FB) I called my GF asking to get back together and we did. However I had to give her my email info and she deleted her FB and gave me her email info so we could check each others whenever we wanted. On the 5th she broke up with me because I wanted to go out with a male friend whose GF is one of my GF friends and not have to ask her permission or bring her everytime. I have been involved in her sons life since he was 3 months old (his father doesn't come around) and I love him very much, the last time we spoke she told me I was a poor excuse for a man, told me she was going to kick my butt the next time she saw me, then she said she was going to mess with my truck, then she told me she was going to tell her now 3 yr old son that I was a peice of ****. I haven't spoken to her since the 5th but I did check her email she hasn't deleted any of the emails with pics of us together then on the 26th she created a FB but hasn't changed her email password to prevent me from being able to log on to her email. (I KNOW I SHOULD NOT HAVE LOOKED IN HER EMAIL) But on saturday she called me twice i didn't call her back till later that night but I hung up the phone before she could answer, 3 minutes went by and she txt me, I didn't respond back but she txt me 3 more times and called leaving me a voicemail stating why i recieved a phone call (her son had her phone & I am the first person in her contacts, was an acccident and she wasn't trying to toy with my emotions) then txt me saying she left me a voicemail to explain and sorry for the inconvenience. I am missing her really BAD and any insight on whats going on would be great. SORRY FOR THE LONG POST.