bbrooke Posted January 27, 2010 Posted January 27, 2010 it's just one of those days today... the days are getting longer and it seems like spring is right around the corner.. and normally i would be super happy. but.. i'm not. I'm the saddest i've ever been. it's been 3 weeks.. I miss him more and more everday. I still don't have any answers for this other than "I don't love you anymore"... and i agree that's all the answer i need.. but it's not.. I need more. I miss his voice, I miss his laugh.. I miss everything about him. I feel like i want to just die. I thought by now the pain would be lifting, but it's not. I want. I need him in my life.
paleblue Posted January 27, 2010 Posted January 27, 2010 im sorry bb. you know that old saying.. its gonna get worse before it gets better..... hang in there. you will get through it, even if it takes awhile : )
HockeyMom Posted January 28, 2010 Posted January 28, 2010 it's just one of those days today... the days are getting longer and it seems like spring is right around the corner.. and normally i would be super happy. but.. i'm not. I'm the saddest i've ever been. it's been 3 weeks.. I miss him more and more everday. I miss his voice, I miss his laugh.. I miss everything about him. I feel like i want to just die. I thought by now the pain would be lifting, but it's not. I want. I need him in my life. BB, I feel the same way. So many people are working so hard on healing but i still feel like I'm getting worse and worse every day. I'm just too drained to tell my story.. but It's been over 4 months for me and I've stil been crying just about every day. I miss so many things about him but I still have to see him at work, so it makes it really hard. I feel as though reading this site every night at least helps me get thru the lonely nights sitting at home. But, I want to know how to get my BF back, not how to forget him....or get over him. I feel as though I'll never get over him.
That_girl Posted January 28, 2010 Posted January 28, 2010 I know EXACTLY what you are going through. It's funny how we don't even know each but can totally relate to each other's thoughts and feeling. I can't tell you that it's going to get any better any sooner because I am wondering the same thing. I just know that you can't give up. I feel like there are just some really tough things in life that everyone has to go through at some point. And you never know, just when you've seemingly given up on everything, someone will come along and surprise you.
prayingshecomesback Posted January 28, 2010 Posted January 28, 2010 Bbrooke... Hang in there kiddo. It's going to be a roller coaster of a ride emotionally and psychically... But we are here for you in your time of hurt. I have been in your shoes. It's been 6 months NC for me, and it gets better but you will have some serious remissions. Stay busy, exercise, be with family and friends, and ask god to heal your broken heart. Just my reco...
kristinabopp Posted January 28, 2010 Posted January 28, 2010 brooke, im so sorry. im going through the same thing. since the break up theres like NO DAY that i did not cry. its so hard and so painful. its almost 1month of NC since the day he broke up with me *he broke up w/ me dec.24* and then this jan.25, he called. you should read my story. until now, i havent heard anything from him since the last time he called. this feeling sucks, i dont like feeling this way.but i cant control it. everyday is hell, i KNOW i will never get over him, i want nobody but him. i cant imagine myself with anyone else, i cant imagine my future without him. TIME GOES SOOOOO SLOW!
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