duskandsummer Posted January 27, 2010 Posted January 27, 2010 Well I think im really really close to being whole again. I haven't gone back stages at all. I don't get up set when his gf leaves him little "I love you's" on his facebook..I don't get upset when he talks about his plans with her. I feel more of a "they are both effing stupid". Like yah I feel a little jealous still..that its not me that its her he wants..but I am not sad about it..its not something that upsets me. I don't ache anymore. I am still angry..at him. The right person this time..I am not angry at her. I still don't like her but none of this was her fault so I'm not angry with her at all..just him. How long though until I don't feel anything? I mean I still care about the guy but im not wanting to be with him..or aching for him..and I think i'm still vulnerable..I'd like to believe if he contacted me I wouldn't feel anything..but I know I still would..but I am not going to give into him because I don't want to be used like I was before. I just wanna know how close am I to being free from the hold he has on me..even though he doesn't hold my heart anymore the same way he use to..I don't just see him..I think there is someone else out there for me. any thoughts? am I really getting there..or is my heart just playing tricks on me..or am I just numb to it all now?
Angel1111 Posted January 28, 2010 Posted January 28, 2010 Saying how long until you get past this totally is hard to say. I think it's an individual thing. But because of where you seem to be right now, I'd say you're definitely on the road to recovery. I don't think your heart is playing tricks but because you're not fully recovered, you're still a little vunerable. So, what's the deal with facebook. Do you still have him on there as a friend? How long have you been broken up? I'm assuming he ended it with you?
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