crazy4you Posted January 27, 2010 Posted January 27, 2010 Today was our anniversary. I mentioned in my previous post that things were going badly for us and I was told I should run from her for being such a poisonous girl. She is selfish, rude, mean, an attention whore, and everything else a good girlfriend shouldn't be. Today I decided to go see her. I didn't take the train, but she came and picked me up in her car. It was our anniversary so we went to her place where we had dinner and watched some TV. Overall we had a lot of fun, we made out, and everything was alright with the world. On the drive back she brought up the idea of marriage again. She asked why I wasn't ready. I told her I just wasn't and she kept asking "why?" several times. I told her I didn't know why and that I just wasn't. She asked when I would be ready and I said when the time is right I'll just know, I'll just feel it. She completely lost it and started crying. I kept trying to explain to her that being in college, I had other priorities right now and I had a job and it just wasn't the right time. I've still got some years left of college and I need to focus. She drove me 2 blocks short of my school and yelled at me to get out. She said that since I wasn't ready she would find someone who was. I couldn't believe it. After everything she'd done to me a year ago, leaving me for someone else, basically cheating on me, betraying my trust, trampling over my heart repeateadly.. I forgave her after all those things and today she was so cold to me simply because I wasn't ready to tie the knot with her. I told her I loved her and she sped off. I had to walk 2 blocks to my dorm room in the blistering cold in just a t-shirt. It was unbelievable.. I'm in shock. I just don't know what to do. I need some advice. I'm sitting in my dorm alone and I feel like total crap. Please help me..
Leia Posted January 27, 2010 Posted January 27, 2010 Dude, it's a good thing it is over. Why can't she understand that you're not ready to tie the knot? What's the rush anyway? There are more responsibilities [although shared] once you get married. What she did was not cool at all. I'd let her be. Don't call/text/IM/FB/Myspace/Friendster/Tagged/Twitter her.
Author crazy4you Posted January 27, 2010 Author Posted January 27, 2010 I just really wish it didn't have to go down like this. If she loves me the way she says she does, she'd be willing to understand what I'm feeling instead of think only of herself. I still love her though and this cuts deeply in my heart. I'm so depressed right now ugh
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