wierdmunky Posted January 24, 2010 Posted January 24, 2010 I like this guy, this ONE guy, and you can go ahead and tell me now stupid I am, but I'm waiting. I figure its a good way to let myself heal anyway. I've been in a 7yr relationship, and two 1yr relationships. So, I'm vowing to stay singe for those 2 reasons (until September) but it gets hard :/ I mean, I have a lot of interests and good friends, so it's not hard to stay busy, but I do miss those those bf/gf things like cuddling, intimate convos, and romantic dates. I don't want or believe in pseudo boyfriends either. I've had some friendships like that without the "benefits" and it gets sticky because my feelings are never there, and I don't feel right with the idea of possibly leading someone on, and doing bf/gf things for guilty pleasures, especially when my hearts not in it. Someone will always get hurt. I don't know why waiting makes me feel better about myself, but so far, the guys interested in me haven't made me think twice about the decision anyway. So, fingers crossed -- I get a chance with him again, or I just plain feel better about myself because putting myself ahead of relationships. I'm not relying or hoping for that romantic bliss feeling. It is what it is, and I win both ways : )
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