dianna Posted January 18, 2010 Posted January 18, 2010 Basically after the break up ( 2 years and a half togheter and 6 months since the break up see the topics ) my bf turned out to be a jerk.This is his way of suffering after the break up 1.drinking his univ money 2.skipping univ ( we learn in the same class) 3.feeling sorry for himself and tells everybody about this 4.flirts with every new chick he meets 5.fights with his best friend ( he is hiting on my friends ex) 6.tells my friends that this is his way of coping (drinking everynight ) 7.basically pukes and burps like he is always in a rollercoaster and the smell..god..he smells like cheap cigars .And he looks like a street begger etc etc all the bad things He was handsome,serious, he had very good grades , always told me not to skip school and so on. No drinking, no flirts no nothing . Perfect guy What did I do after the break up ? Nc,blocked him from everything and just saying hello at univ because yeah...i can't run when i see him .I didn't reply his ( i miss you msg last week ..good for me because the next day he was dating a 16 years old chick )msg, calls,ym conversations. What the hell is wrong with him? Is this his way of suffering?I mean WE COULD TALK if he wants ( but not in the make up situation because right now he makes me sick to my stomach ). Oh and when he found out that I was dating someone he took almost 40 pills of coughi pills and almost end up in a coma . As for me ..after 4 months of almost everyday crying, and 2 months of forcing me to move on..I am ok now I have reached the point of I DON'T WANT YOU BACK ( never thought I would ).
ginyi1111 Posted January 18, 2010 Posted January 18, 2010 I wanna be where you are!!! If only i can see the light at the end of the tunnel...and finally be able to move on...
Author dianna Posted January 18, 2010 Author Posted January 18, 2010 You will , trust me YOU WILL. I almost took my life but I managed to pull it through. It's been..rough. :bunny: <-- sending you these
ginyi1111 Posted January 18, 2010 Posted January 18, 2010 Thanks so much for the bunnies!! Yes I almost took my life too, I will forever remember the day that I was lying in bed physically crippled by the pain in my heart and just wish all of it would just stop...I would have done anything for the pain to stop... How did you do it? To get over him. To get him off the pedestal...because thats the hardest thing for me to do...I still have not managed to get mad at him, and it's been 6 weeks now!!
Author dianna Posted January 18, 2010 Author Posted January 18, 2010 Well he turned out to be a jerk ..I mean ..come on...this is his way of copping? Flirting with every girl, drinking his brains out . Everyday I found out something that bothered me and with time I started not to care anymore, move on and simply get over it . And then..when I was ok , he started to call..message me ..etc etc..a little to late . You just move on..with time..as much as I hate to say it ..Time really heals..but you need patience ( and trust me i worked hard because patience is not my virtue )
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