cheeze Posted January 16, 2010 Posted January 16, 2010 Its been 6 months since my breakup and iv had the same rollercoster ride that most of the ppl on ls have/are experiencing. With the help of the ppl who adviced me I decided to go complete NC. During these days i thought about various reasons of 'how could he' and a number of 'what ifs'...but i realized that he is gone..that he wont return whatever i do...and there is no need to show him my hurt and tears. I completely disappeared from all the places..changed my number...went off fcebk...Then came his mail to check on me..his ims asking me to reply just once..first i resisted to reply...bt then i did...i asked him not to contact me again...i feel sad about him..he isnt happy in his life...but he wont return to me too...he says he is guilty that he left me and couldnt stand for me...i dnt know what to tell him on that.sometimes i feel he is just making stories to talk to me, that if he loved me he would be with me today and not with someone else. at others i think that he isnt with me due to circumstances and he is not to be blamed. yesterdays conversation made me miserable again..ultimately v decided to stay in touch. I think im going crazy..asking him to stay off one day and talking to him the next. I keep telling myself that he has his own life now..when he dinn bother about me why should i..but thats the diff between him and me! i dont know maybe my replying to him is the culprit of all these mixed emotions...i think im back to square one...all the efforts of healing gone wasted! i seriously want to move on now what should i do really? any help plz...
ginyi1111 Posted January 17, 2010 Posted January 17, 2010 Why dont you ask him why is he in contact with you? Point blank.
sedgwick Posted January 17, 2010 Posted January 17, 2010 It really helps a lot when posting here if you don't use txt-speak and end sentences with periods. Would you be willing to do so?
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