Pentel Posted January 14, 2010 Posted January 14, 2010 i dont want to talk to her again... ever... it was God's plan... i know it is for better... why would i want to get back with her? so i can remember all the stuff she did to me? so i can remember all the times she played with my feelings? no thank you... yeah i miss her...or do i? or do i miss being in a relationship?... maybe i wasnt so in much in love with her... just with the idea of having someone... the idea of having someone to care for me... someone to care for... i know i wont make the same mistakes... i know i will find someone a hundred times better... i will be 10x happier... its only a matter of time... destiny is written so i could learn from this and find that special someone... and dont make the stupid same mistakes... so yea i feel better knowing i am a whole different person now... a better person... knowing i wont get stuck on life... that i had the oportunity to evolve... and i took it... that i will keep learning from this...
canadaman111 Posted January 14, 2010 Posted January 14, 2010 Good for you. If we all had your strength
gaudi Posted January 14, 2010 Posted January 14, 2010 i dont want to talk to her again... ever... it was God's plan... i know it is for better... why would i want to get back with her? so i can remember all the stuff she did to me? so i can remember all the times she played with my feelings? no thank you... yeah i miss her...or do i? or do i miss being in a relationship?... maybe i wasnt so in much in love with her... just with the idea of having someone... the idea of having someone to care for me... someone to care for... i know i wont make the same mistakes... i know i will find someone a hundred times better... i will be 10x happier... its only a matter of time... destiny is written so i could learn from this and find that special someone... and dont make the stupid same mistakes... so yea i feel better knowing i am a whole different person now... a better person... knowing i wont get stuck on life... that i had the oportunity to evolve... and i took it... that i will keep learning from this... This is exactly how I'm trying to look at it at the moment. Trying to keep things logical. Although it is extremely difficult because sometimes I have a relapse, and it burns my head out. I'm having one of those days today. But knowing someone else is looking at things this way sure helps..........nice one Pentel!!
single Posted January 14, 2010 Posted January 14, 2010 Good post Pentel sums up what i am thinking and trying to do.
Author Pentel Posted January 15, 2010 Author Posted January 15, 2010 Good for you. If we all had your strength everyone can have it... if you looked at me a month ago... i was so devastated... i did NC.. started living my life... of course you will miss her... of course you will have some relapse moments... but you have to stay strong... you need to keep believing that theres someone better out there
USMCHokie Posted January 15, 2010 Posted January 15, 2010 Pentel, I'm very glad to see the change in your attitude and outlook...keep it up! It's always good to see people who only a few months ago were on the fritz...and now those same people join the ranks of those who have learned how time and reflection can allow you to heal...
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