ifebuche Posted December 27, 2003 Posted December 27, 2003 Hei. Sometimes I jsut feel like swearing that nobody is really happy or that no one is really getting the good attention they need. you see, I can love and I know that, but the thing is that I have not found someone to love and i have not really opened up. Yes, that's what the psy... will tell me. I am very talented, yes, comp, soccer, poetry, gisting et al, but where are all the guys and gurls. I have one Ifebuchea nd dthat is the person that I use her name. Well, she's so in my htoughts that I cannot pass a single day without thinking of her. bu tknow what, we seldom see each other. The other day I sent a text to her mum through the phone asking of all in th efamily. the next moment I got a text saying "I love you" fromher. I could not sleep that day. I was all over my scribbles with some lines of poetry which I have posted at Poety.com. Well this is probably long and boring bu tI need love badly. Fesh.
moimeme Posted December 27, 2003 Posted December 27, 2003 You got a text saying "I love you"????? It sounds to me like you are getting what you want! How much clearer a message do you need?
yes Posted December 27, 2003 Posted December 27, 2003 so she loves you back but for some reason you cannot see her often? why is this? where are you from? -yes
Author ifebuche Posted December 27, 2003 Author Posted December 27, 2003 I wonder why you are asking where I am from and what it has to do with the situation. All the same I am from Enugu (The Coal City, we call it) in Nigeria and I am a student of philosophy there.
yes Posted December 27, 2003 Posted December 27, 2003 because you said: "tknow what, we seldom see each other", so i wondered if you're in a country where people aren't allowed to date freely. If she loves you, I don't understand why you can't see her often, you still haven't explained that bit. -yes
Author ifebuche Posted December 28, 2003 Author Posted December 28, 2003 Well, Not like we are not allowed to date herabouts bu still it is not so common place. I get along well with the mother but I must confess that I don't even know the father in person. All the same, whenever I was there the few times that I have been, she signs that she wouldn't like me to just go in a hurry and sometimes voices it. Sometimes I feel in a hurry to go but when I do at last, I will want to go back again. I hardly leave myself to somebody but when I have done so, I find it hard to let go. I am just afraid that one day she might slip away. OK may be we are not meant to be ofrever, but I don't want her to be hurt. May be these psy.. people would suggets things I don't know but they are mostly theoretical or are they really for real? I love Ifeb'uche.
mandarincool Posted January 3, 2004 Posted January 3, 2004 i am glad that you love ifeb'uche, ifeb'uche. therefore you do not have to concern yourself as to whether this or any other young lady fancies you, as your love for yourself will surely be enough.
Author ifebuche Posted January 4, 2004 Author Posted January 4, 2004 Well, the Ifebuche I am refering to is not myself but the girl that I am talking about. I love her so much but I can't get enough of her.
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