lovelifeforever Posted January 10, 2010 Posted January 10, 2010 Hi all, I am so sick and tired of not being over my ex - it was my birthday yesterday and i dreamt about my ex and his new g/f and me also in the dream. He was kissing me in front of her and then kissing her and then started crying and she said but I was pregnant by him years ago and he is mine - he just looked at me crying and I woke up. He and her are doing then "I met someone fantastic and I am keeping them" **** on facebook and the I love you baby blah blah blah blah and you changed my life ****..... he told me I was the love of his life 4 months ago....and a month ago said that he wasnt lying about that!!!!! I want to be done with it all but it still hurts too much and I have now blocked everthing to do with him but when is it going to stop, when will I stop dreaming about the whole thing, when will I stop crying....just want to run away or erase him from my mind like in sunshine of the spotless mind. I want him gone.....
Perhaps Posted January 11, 2010 Posted January 11, 2010 Hang in there, it'll take time. I'll be honest - I don't know how much time, but it does get better over time. I'm going through something similar and I absolutely HATE the dreams... trust me, it's like crawling up ten steps and being dragged down nine. Progress comes. Slowly, but surely. I really wish I had a remote to go back in time, though.
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