EYECANDY000 Posted January 7, 2010 Posted January 7, 2010 (edited) Hi everyone, I am back again.. My bf and I have officially broken up. He stated to me that he is confused and little time and space. Which I haven't taken well. Its been one day .. but a long day of NC. He has stated before that he wanted some time apart but I never stopped texting him and calling him so we never did the time apart. For the past day I have logged on to loveshack more often than usual. Every time I feel the need to call him or text him I logg on and read you guys topics, and comments. I feel relieved to know I'm not the only one going through this. I feel like I just want to contact him just to tell him how much I love him, miss him, and care for him. Its so hard. I cry every 20 minutes. I keep picking up my phone to call him, but then I logg on to this website. My eyes are heavy, my contact lens are dry, and I feel drained. I'm hoping that I can keep up the NC, but It seems like if we are distant from each other then we will grow apart from each other. And I don't want that. I want to send him a text message every other day just to say I love you, or I miss you just to keep the contact some type of way. Edited January 7, 2010 by EYECANDY000
myhearthurtsbadly Posted January 7, 2010 Posted January 7, 2010 god i know how you feel. My girlfriend broke up with me very nastily a month ago ( god was it really that long). I started no contact 4 days ago but every day i just want to ring her and say i love you and miss you my darling, despite all the pain she has put me through. I can feel no contact starting to work though, she is starting to come down off that pedestal i put her on for too long. Keep strong, i know the pain and i understand about being drained, i got very unwell and have lost a lot of wait. Hang in there hun x
sunrae Posted January 7, 2010 Posted January 7, 2010 Been there... You can do it.. NC , to heal for yourself... Dont contact them... Show yourself that you are stong people... Begging a pleading will only puch them away.. Show them (and Yourself) that you are strong people.. I understand 100% it hurts and sucks right now... But in time you will get better and stronger and the pain will dull...
Author EYECANDY000 Posted January 7, 2010 Author Posted January 7, 2010 A few days ago a girl added me on fb and I didn't reconize who she was, so I went through her friends list and noticed that my ex was on there. Although my ex and I have talked everyday since our seperation we didn't add each other back on fb. So I texted him and asked if he knew a betty boo, and he said no. Why? I stated because she's on your friends list and she requested me as a friend. Well, I ended up adding her because I thought maybe she wanted something to tell me. Plus I don't have anything on fb that I feel is so sacred to me. Well she hasn't contacted me, and the only reason I haven't deleted her is because, now I can view my ex's page through betty boo. Today I notice that he and his ex before me is back friends, and my heart dropped. I have been crying hysterically for the past 30 mins. Because I think they may be getting back together. Well I broke down and texted him. Told him I heard him tell me he loved me in my sleep a week ago. I hate that I texted him, but I want to see if hell text back. I can't believe I broke the NC after only one day.
alphamale Posted January 7, 2010 Posted January 7, 2010 Its so hard. I cry every 20 minutes. there there EC000
LovelyDaze Posted January 7, 2010 Posted January 7, 2010 there there EC000 Loved your guide, alphamale. Did you meet my ex walking down the street or something? LOL:laugh:
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