Garner14 Posted January 4, 2010 Posted January 4, 2010 I used an Indian women for a free place to live and sex. Then I married her out of guilt so she could get a green card, but I did not say, "I am only marring you so you can get a green card." No, I told her I loved her everyday out of guilt. Then she want kids and did not, because I was only with her out of guilt and I was 28 and she was 48. So, I just left while she was is at work one day, 7 years with this woman, my wife, and I pack my car and leave forever because I don't/never loved her and don't want to have her babies. Now, she calls me crying all the time and I get drunk to dull the thoughts in my mind. Please read my 1st and 2nd thread to get the full story.
Author Garner14 Posted January 4, 2010 Author Posted January 4, 2010 test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
parky-our-zeppelin Posted January 4, 2010 Posted January 4, 2010 That is the ultimate hit-and-quit. High five, brah!
Tethys Posted January 11, 2010 Posted January 11, 2010 I used an Indian women for a free place to live and sex. Then I married her out of guilt so she could get a green card, but I did not say, "I am only marring you so you can get a green card." No, I told her I loved her everyday out of guilt. Then she want kids and did not, because I was only with her out of guilt and I was 28 and she was 48. So, I just left while she was is at work one day, 7 years with this woman, my wife, and I pack my car and leave forever because I don't/never loved her and don't want to have her babies. Now, she calls me crying all the time and I get drunk to dull the thoughts in my mind. Please read my 1st and 2nd thread to get the full story. Find a therapist or someone you can talk to. You're dealing with a lot of guilt. You can't change what you did, but you can reconcile it. Go and find someone to talk to--even if you have to pay them. (And if you can't afford to pay someone, try to find a church or non-profit organization that will charge you on sliding scale, or google "co-counseling".)
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